I'm what you call a social wreck

I'm a goldfish in a shark tank, waiting to be eaten alive.

Tick tock.

My secrets and regrets are building up as the water boils and overflows onto the counter.

Burning my toes and the soles of my feet

I have been walking in this desert with nothing but a leech

sucking at my insides pulling at my heartstrings.

My betrayal is something I will keep

as it slowly works backwards until we first meet

my brain being the lion and my heart is the meat

you passed out on the floor, I passed out in his sheets.

I am despondent and remorseful for being a cheat.

Fraud, fake, sham, charlatan, quack, mountebank, swindler, gonif, snake oil salesman, fraudster, racketeer, cheat, confidence trickster, phony, con man, con artist, scam artist, bastard, bluffer, crook, charlatan, deceiver, double-dealer, mountebank, phony, racketeer, swindler, impostor, sorry.